My Life with DBSK

QUICK MESSAGE

2008-05-14T07:17:00.000-07:00

Hey readers! Things are CRAZY! The boys are super busy and so am I. I know what can a babysitter possible do that will make them as busy as DBSK?
Want to trade places? Then you'll find out and probably trade back. Trust me, its not like babysitting little kid,s these are big boys, with buys lives, and a million things to do and I tag along, helping as well as taking care of things at home, and making sure they are fed, bathe, clothed, slept, etc.

America......wow SO CLOSE!!! It is kind of scary. The boys are nervous and it shows more and more as the day to leave gets closer. Tempers and patience are short and arguments are more. Sometimes well mostly over stupid things. You felt this out on the kitchen counter, your note was f too long, your off beat/out of step, taking too long in the bathroom, blah blah blah.

Seriously, I think they are worse then little kids because they can argue! Yunho and Jaejoong had a pretty good one yesterday, not going into details but I had to come in and tell them both to shut up. Gave both a good scolding then sent them on the way. They didn't talk to each other all day unless they has to. They are normal today, agreed to disagree.

Everyone is tired and short temper, even me but we are balancing it out as well as we can. I think things will calm down once HB is over and we are back in Japan.

Jumping planes has everyone frantic too, back to Korea a few days ago, and AH!
I use to LOVE planes.....not anymore. They are tiring...I rather travel by car.

I was so happy with Yunho cut his hair! No, I did not push him to do it but I am glad he did, he looks a lot better.
And Junsu hair is black again, he looks good!

I have a date with Miru tonight, nothing special just a movie. He and I have been doing small stuff together, he took my out to lunch yesterday. He was my hero cause he called right after the YunJae fight. It was nice to get away for a bit, way too tense.

I really like him, I guess we will see what happens! ^_^

Out for now! Can't wait to see my parents though, I miss them.

-DBSKAngel

MESSAGE FROM DBSK

2008-05-02T18:15:00.000-07:00

HEY EVERYONE!

I HAVE A SURPRISE FOR YOU!!! ^_^

The guys were asking me how the blog was going, I told them it was going well.
They were glad and read through it and the comments.
I asked them if they would leave messages for the readers, and they agreed!
SO HERE YOU GO!! [I helped them with their English]

YUNHO:
YO YO!! Hello everyone! How you doing?
Thank you all for your support to us!
I hope to see all our American fans at the L.A. concert!
I am really excited to go to L.A. again, I had a lot of fun last time.
I hope to see TVXQ Sarang members there as well as other Cassiopeians.

CHANGMIN:
Hello! I am also excited about going to America. It seemed so long ago, when we last went.
It should be fun, and I hope to get the chance to visit a few places before we go back to Japan. Time is a bit tight, so we will have to see. I hope you all go to the concert, and enjoy it. There will be many great artist there, please enjoy them.

JAEJOONG:
HELLO AMERICA!! I LOVE YOU!!
I hope to see a lot of red in the audience, and feel a lot of energy. I do have one thing to ask all Cassiopeia fans. Please stay for all the concert, do not all leave at once during another artist's turn. It is very rude to do so. Also the other artist are great artist and I hope you all will show them the same respect you show us. If you do have to leave for whatever reason please try to do so quietly, and respectfully. Thank you!

YOOCHUN:
Hello, fans. Thank you all for showing your support. I know it seems like we do not notice our American fans but it is not like that. We remember our fans every time we receive a fan letter from America, and we get very excited when these letters arrive. We feel proud that our music as spread so far. We appreciate our American fans, and I can not wait to see you all at the concert!

JUNSU:
I get to practice English! I am going to speak English the entire time. Well not the entire time, not all our staff speaks English. Hahaha! But I will use a lot of English. Mirell is teaching me, so I will know more when I get there. I want to go shopping again, it was a lot of fun last time. American clothes is awesome! I hope to see a lot of our America fans there. We have not forgotten you! HWAITING AMERICAN FANS!

DBSK:
DONG BANG SHIN KI HWAITING!!!

DBSK HEALTH UPDATE

2008-04-29T19:25:00.001-07:00

Hey everyone! Just wanted to update everyone on DBSK's health.

Yunho: He is doing well, still exercising like always. So he is really buff, and well toned. Though he hasn't gotten to exercise lately as much as he would like. Busy schedule.

Yunho took me once with him and Jaejoong to exercise. OMG, never again will I do that. Well not like they did it. I couldn't move afterwards. Not the day afterwards but right afterwards. I was SO sore. I used muscle I never knew I had. I learned the meaning of that expression that day. Yunho ran me through a series of workouts, them seemed simple enough but layered with weights and the other exercise he had me do.....ugh! I have never done it again. I go at my own pace!

Jaejoong: I am so jealous of that boy's waist! It is smaller then mine [by a mere 3 inchs]! And I am tiny! He has a small frame, but is also well toned. Where the heck did that waist come from! He is healthy too, but a bit more tired then the rest. He as a harder time with the dancing, so he works twice as hard and almost twice as long and with the tight schedule, makes it hard. He has lost some weight because of it, but he is doing fine. I am balancing his meals, and giving him more protein.

Junsu: His health is good too, his weight chances the most. He goes up and down constantly. It is because of all the moving, and change of food, his diet and activity affects his weight more then the others. He has the highest metabolism out of the group, so it is normal for him to lose weight easily. But again I have been trying to cheek him health and his weight where it should be. Junsu did have the flu but he is all better now. He is doing fine. So fans do not worry. Though he gave it to Changmin. >.<

Changmin: He also had the flu but he is doing fine. He had a concert unfortunately with the flu. It was tough but he did alright. I kept him as cool as possible all night, giving him plenty of water. Fan do not worry he is ok, and was ok on the concert. We all took care of him. I swear that boy can eat. It isn't that he eats a lot, but that he eats often. I keeps snacks in my bag for him. For the others too but mainly for him. But he exercises too, so he balances off what he eats. He is health too, tall though, very tall and thin, but not in a bad way. He could gain a bit of weight in muscles and be perfect.

Micky: He is worrying me the most. While he eats like the rest, he has dropped a lot of weight lately. He is too thin! I am trying to get him to eat a bit more, giving him more protein, and having him gain muscle through muscle building exercises. I am sure you have all noticed, the weight he has lost. It is not good for him, I am afraid he might become diabetes or hypoglycemic because of it. I mean he is healthy because he is not sick but his weight is of concern.

Overall: While they all could gain a bit of weight, they are all healthy, none of them are sick [anymore], I am making sure they are getting plenty of sleep, and healthy food.

Me: I caught the Flu from Changmin. Ugh, I feel like crap I have had the flu since last night, I think is was the cold air from the park that set if off now. I had a high fever at first, the guys tried to make me stay in bed, but I told them, if they had to work sick, then so could I. I still fever but nothing over 100.something. >.<
I am drinking lots of fluids and making medication, even though I do not believe in medications, I do not want the others, getting it. I am wearing a mask too, washing my hands like crazy, carrying Japanese version of hand sanitizer. The guys are all worried and stuff, I told them not to be but they said if I could worry about them, then they could worry about me. I hate it when they do that. Miru was really sweet, asking how I felt and if I needed anything. He brought me hot tea several times. He really is a darling. ^_^ It brighten up my day.

Do not be afraid to leave me comments or questions. I will answer them as best I can.

-DBSKAngel

Just a quick message

2008-04-28T01:05:00.000-07:00

Hi to all my readers!

I am just writing a small note and update.

The guys are really tired, that jumping around on planes, wore them out.
I am having them catch up on sleep, whenever they have a break. Small 20min naps, so they will be refreshed.

I know 20mins doesn't sound like a lot but it is called a power nap. It is something they do in the military. Every 20min in a full sleep cycle. So if you sleep for about 20 min, you go through a full sleep cycle, so if you wake up then you feel refresh, unlike if you take an hour nap and wake up groggy.

So I have had them doing that, and they have a lot more energy.

Hmm, not much to say, I am sure you all have seen the fancams of the CF recording, which are all over the net and the AUs. Aren't they funny?
They had a lot of fun filming those. I tried so hard not to laugh while they were filming!

Junsu SO didn't want to get up this morning. He isn't as cheerful as he use to be....
It makes me sad he isn't doing is oyaji jokes as much as he use to. I miss them, and I know he enjoyed them. I gave a hint to Yunho, that the band's half serious, half kidding insistent of his stopping, is making him stop.

I hope he got the hint. I know the band doesn't mean it. They are joking and enjoy his silliness. I think it is more when Junsu does it more then him actually doing it.

I am scared he might get depress, so I am trying to cheer him up as much as possible! I hope all his fans will help me lift his spirits!

Jaejoong and his death sauce...I swear that boy's tongue is made of wax....no wax melts his tongue doesn't.
He LOVES spicy food, I so could not eat it the way he does! And the band is use to it already, but I am not! I have gotten to drinking milk with each meal I know he cooked spicy. I am not a fan of spicy food. I am so grateful when he remembers and makes me a small portion on the side with no spice in it. He is so sweet!

Changmin is too serious sometimes. I want to remind him he is YOUNG. But he grew up fast because of his fame, so I can understand.

Yoochun is a sweet and silly as ever. Still think the hair as got to go but I am starting to get use to it now. It is not THAT bad. Though his payback for laughing was so not fun! He slipped into my room, super early and blasted some weird Korean rock music, right next to my ear! He laughed as I half scream [it got stuck in my throat] and tumbled out of bed. It was 4AM!
He just smiled and said "Pay back is a dish best served cold."
I am NEVER showing him an American movie again, and/or pointing out my favorite line in it.
[Disney's Eight Below]

Yunho is still the same him. Taking charge and helping me take care of the band. Sometime I wonder what I would do without his help. Junsu as this thing with authority. He likes to not listen sometimes. But then again he gets easily distracted. So I can not blame him. But Yunho is always there to help me when I need it.

I am still learning so many dances to keep in shape, it is tiring but fun! I have gotten better at dancing now! Even my sister is impressed.

My language skills are growing every day! ^_^

Oh! I had a date Tonight. >.<
One of the staff members two year older then me asked me on a date. He is really sweet and helps me with the language when I am back stage on behind the scenes. He is even brave enough to deal with DBSK, when he came to pick me up!

Very funny. They asked him where he was taking me and when I had to be home! They gave me a curfew of midnight! I tried to argue but even Miru agreed to it. I gave the band a very hard stare as they grinned back, watching us leave.

Miru told me, that midnight was a good time for me to be home, since we were so busy. I agreed with him but the point was that DBSK was not my parents or chaperon. Miru laughed and said I should be grateful they didn't try to chaperon. All I could do was groan.

Miru was a pure gentlemen and very sweet. His English isn't the best but with English, Korean and Japanese, we laughed all night. We went to a nice restaurant he had made reservation at, meaning he has this date planned! I wondered briefly what he would have done if I said no.

We spoke about work, how I was adjusting, ourselves, etc. After dinner, he took me to this very pretty park! It was all lite up with lights, and other 'couples' walked around talking and holding hands.

Miru and I didn't hold hand, or anything, but walked side by side. We sat down next to a water fountain, and enjoyed the night's cool air. It was chilly but I had my jacket so I was good. No this wasn't like the movie where the guys gives the girl his jacket. In real life if they guy had a jacket, guess what do the woman, cause people know about the weather.

So we headed back to 'my place' around...11:15 and arrived at about...11:30 something. We walked, the park wasn't far away. He left me at my door. No, there was no kiss or nothing like that. I do not believe in kissing on the first date.

He thanked me for the evening, kissed my hand and left as I entered the apartment.
There sat DBSK, in the living room, watching a movie.

"Aren't you suppose to be asleep?" I has asked.
"We wanted to make sure you got home," Junsu answered.
"You only need one person for that," I replied.
"How did it go?" Yoochun asked with a grin.
I smiled with a sweet sarcastic smile, "Lovely, just lovely. Now if you boys will excuse me, I am going to shower and go to bed. I hope to find all of you asleep when I get out."
"Aw! Your not going to tell us how your date went?" Jaejoong asked.
I turned and smiled at him, "Nope."
"Your no fun," Junsu replied.
I kissed his cheek, "Tough love, good night."
He smiled, returning the kiss on my cheek, "Night."
I gave each a kiss on the cheek with a good night and walked to my room.
[I am Hispanic, kissing cheeks is very normal to me. So please fans do not go crazy, it doesn't mean a thing. We are all friends and we are comfortable with each other.]
After a bath and shower, I found them asleep in their bed, I closed their after checking in on them and am now writing this blog!

I am super tired and have to get up early. So good night all!

I hope to read some comments soon!

[lol, so much for a 'quick' message]

-DBSKAngel

Anycall CF/Scandal Fan Meet/Japan

2008-04-20T22:43:00.000-07:00

So we landed and it was time to get to work.

The Scandal Fan meet was the same day we landed!!
Which went really well.

Then it was film film film.

Another Anycall CF s currently being filmed but this time all five will be involved.

Yunho got to work with his dream girl Jun Ji Hyun
What is really cool it that it is going to be two commercials not one. At least for now, they have been bouncing ideas back and forth!
Yunho, Junsu, and Jaejoong are with Jun Ji Hyun... and then Yoochun and Changmin with Tiffany from Girl's Generation.

They have also talked about three CFs not Two.
1. Tiffany+ 2 DBSK members (One is Yuhno, for sure)
2. JeTiYoon aka Roommates (Jessica, Tiffany, Yoona) +
Changmin, Yunho, and Micky (couplings in respected orders)
3. All SNSD + All DBSK

Guess we will have to see what happens. :p

We arrived back in Japan on the 18th, and we are all exhausted but I know that guys are a lot more tired then I am. But at least Junsu slept this time on the plane, we all did.

They had a concert in Sendai on 19th. It went great~ I was backstage of course, running around helping. Their upcoming one on the 26th will be in Hokkaido.

Today the guys were recording with Music Lovers TV Show.

Um....TV/A-O will be shown this week. So look for to it! Because it is funny!

Now, we are going to crash. Well the guys are already out but I had to finish some laundry, I swear that is all I do. I also need to update the fan club, this blog, check my email, call home, etc.

Free day tomorrow...well sort of, the boys have to practice in the afternoon for HB and the up coming concert this weekend.

I will practice a bit with them, get some excises, the come back to the apartment, finish the last of the laundry, do a major cleaning for the heck of it. I tend to do this once a month. I mean I clean every day but you know, once a month you need one of those 'spring' cleanings. So that is what I will do tomorrow.

On the 22nd we go back to Korean to finish filming the CF then we will be back in Japan. T.T
So many planes in just two weeks. The guys are so tired but they are fine so fans do not worry.

I am going to bed now, night everyone!

Don't be afraid to leave me message or questions!

^_^

-DBSKAngel

No more planes, no more planes.

2008-04-18T17:16:00.000-07:00

Ugh, no more planes!

So much for not going back to Korea until September.

So after a busy schedule of fan meets, interviews, shows, concerts and practice on top of all of it, we are now back in Korea.

So the plane ride was un-eventful.....not!

Junsu can not sit still! He is too hyper! And being tired on top of that, makes him double hyper. How that works I have no idea. I swear he was running on pure adrenaline the whole way here.

He wouldn't stop laughing. He was so tired, he was cracking up over the smallest, stupidest things. Then he drank some Korean soda.....god forbidden him sugary drinks. While he doesn't drink them often, being hyper/tired with a soda, not a good mix.

I was SO glad to land.

Oh! Guys are calling me, got to go! I will try to keep up with this better then I have been.
Hope to hear from all my readers soon!

-DBSKAngel [Mirell]

Lets Play Catch Up!

2008-04-15T12:04:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh!!! I am so sorry!!!

Wow, its been so long since I have written!

Lets play a some catch up!

Okay where did I leave off...ah my sister's visit.

So she left, back to work, we went shopping while she was here.
I got new clothes!!!! My sister paid, lol.

I bought each of them a shirt, too. Again my sister paid. Aren't older sisters wonderful?

The recording of the shows went great, and we went back to Japan. It was nice to be back in Japan, the atmosphere here is SO different, but I love it.

Though bouncing from one language to another can be mind blowing! I have caught up with both languages pretty well. I have a simple conversation in either language. Its great! LOL.

I understand Junsu's oyaji jokes now....I still wonder if I regret that or not... lol.

Hmm....see a anything important to say..

OH! Yunho's and Micky's hair.

Lets start with Yunho's since his came first.

I already said I didn't like the curls, as you noticed he got rid of them, he has more...straight kind of wavy hair now...it is better but still not my favorite.

Micky....when he came through that door....omg

I was cooking dinner, when he and Jaejoong arrived, they shouted that they were back from the salon and I came out to see Micky's new hair.

I fell to the floor, laughing. It was the funniest thing ever!
Junsu mimicked me, coming out of his room to see what was so funny, he grabbed the wall laughing then slid to the floor.

Changmin walked into the living room, took one look at us then Micky and walked right back to the music room. We still aren't sure what happened when he went back into the room. He won't say.

Yunho smiled and said he liked it. I thought I was going to kick him. Jaejoong scolded Junsu and I, saying Micky's hair looked good.

Micky grinned and poked me in the stomach then prodded Junsu, telling us to hush.

I nodded and went back to cooking. He looks like a raccoon I swear.

But he stuck with it so, whatever, if his fans like it, then que sera sera.

I am sure you have all heard about DBSK coming to the US. I thought they weren't going at first because of some conflicting schedules but a little adjusting, boom!

DBSK IN USA!!!

I know all you guys must be SO EXCITED!

The concerts here in Japan, have been going well. They were a bit tired but I am forcing them to take naps, so they aren't as tired as they could be.

The new CD is about to come out, Beautiful You, I really like the second song, Thousand Years Love. I had that song stuck in my head for weeks when they started practicing it. I have it memorized now. :p

I subconscious start singing it when I am cleaning, that how stuck in my head it is.
Gosh, did Jaejoong tease me!

Junsu and I had a little fight the other day. He was play play station 3 and I told him to take a nap.

We have just come back from dance practice, which was exhausting and Changmin and Micky took showers and went to sleep. I sent Yunho and Jaejoong to bed as well but Junsu fought me on it.

Yunho ended up backing me up and Junsu grumbled to bed.
He wasn't too happy with me the rest of the day but the next day he was, when I told him he had some free time between practices and could play soccer if he wanted.

I did it to make up to him. He was SO mad at me. I felt bad for the guy. He is terrible grumpy.

Well that is it for now, will update soon!

Feel try to leave any comments or ask me any questions, I'll try to answer them as best I can.

Sister Visit and while in Korea

2008-02-28T22:21:00.000-08:00

Okay, lets see.....need to catch up.

side not: OH! Beginning of this month we were in Thai.
Poor guys got mobbed at the restaurant. >.<
But the CF was fun! They had a great time on the bikes!
But you will seen those soon. ^_^

Well anyways that night, the guys went to do their photo shoot for their up coming albums. Sorry can't say what.

I stayed home, finished unpacking and cleaned. YOU WILL BE SURPRISE HOW THESE BOYS GO THROUGH CLOTHES!!

So, let skip ahead some.

While the boys did some shows while they were here in Korea, I got ready for my sister's arrival, got my hair trimmed, gosh knows I needed it, bought my sister a present, and shopped for her favorite foods, and maintained the house, and still send to dance practice to stay in shape and of course studied! blah!

So my sister arrived on the 16th, I picked her up from the airport, took her to her rented apartment and helped her unpack, then we headed to my place.

We entered the apartment and everyone was there, food was set out and music played softly in the background.

My sister Sussy, greeted everyone and they back. I think something might be going on between her and Yoochun...maybe....do not know, guess we'll see.

Basically the day went like this.

Junsu and Sussy joked back and forth.
Changmin and Sussy talked about school and books.
Jaejoong about cooking, laughing when she heard Jae and I finally cooked together.
Micky and her just flirted. Very funny to watch, Junsu and I couldn't told Eye Talking.
Oh Eye Talking, is when you talk through your eyes and sometimes face expression.
Yunho just talked about random things.

THE BEST PART WAS JUNSU LEARNING TO DANCE SALSA!!!
This is how it went.

"Hey Junsu, I need you for an hour," Sussy said.
Junsu blinked, "what?"
"I need you for an hour."
"For what!?" Junsu asked.
Sussy laughed, "Going to teach you to Salsa."
"What is that?"
I laughed, "A type of dance, Sussy saw you swaying your hips in My Page and has been wanting to teach you since."
Everyone laughed then and Sussy grabbed Junsu's hand and pulled him up.
I got up and changed the CD to one of mine, some Salsa started to play.
We spent the next hour having fun watching Junsu trying to Salsa, Yoochun caught on quick and started dancing, Junsu got a little mad but got it and soon Yoochun, Sussy and Junsu were all Salsa dancing. Jaejoong jumped up to try and so did Yunho and Changmin.

I do not Salsa, and said so when Junsu and Changmin tried to get to me to dance. In the end we ALL ended up dancing. It was a fun night.

The shows were a trip!!!
While Junsu, Changmin and Yunho did miraculous victory and defeat, Yoochun and Jaejoong did 8 vs 1.

I enjoyed SBS Line up, I was there for that show, not the other ones, I had so other things to do.
But SBS line up, was a lot of fun. Changmin was so irritated at Jaejoong! Jaejoong ended up making Changmin favorite breakfast the next day! Junsu and Yoochun played soccer during the recording, Junsu, Yoochun, Changmin and I ended up playing when we got home, we cleared the living room, and pulled out this little foam ball. That thing doesn't move!!! It was so funny cause Junsu tried to do tricks with it and it wouldn't work!

Music Bank was really good. I was back stage. Yoochun was a bit sick but he's all better now. Nothing serious! The cold got to him at SBS Line up. I gave them all orange hot tea when we got back to fight any chill, but Yoochun and Jaejoong both got a bit under the weather. But some naps and medication got them up again.

Done for now, BBL!

Take for reading!

-DBSKAngel
We leave for Japan in a day.

Home Again Home Again Jiggy Jig [quick update]

2008-02-12T20:58:00.000-08:00

The guys are so happy to be home!!!
Yunho, Changmin and Yoochun, slept the whole way. Junsu, Jaejoong and I, played videos games, I lost, I have never been good at games, it was some sort of fighting game, that you connect different DS together and you can play with other people. Jaejoong and Junsu has this all out battle, waking up Changmin who punched them, well actually 'Loved' Jaejoong who was closest.
Jaejoong yelped and rubbed his arm, and said "Junsu was louder!"
"Your closer." Changmin replied and went back to sleep.

Let me explain seating arrangement. The plane has six chairs in the middle, where we were, form left to right it was Yoochun, Yunho, Junsu, Me, Jaejoong and Changmin.

So we arrive, I am sure you have all seen the pictures, I seen them posted everywhere!
We climbed into the van, headed for the apartment, unpacked. While I checked the answering machine, the guys work on the grocery list.

BEEP, YOU HAVE FIVE MESSAGES

FIRST NEW MESSAGE : OYI!!!! MIRELL WHY HAVEN'T YOU CALLED? CALL ME ASAP. love you rugrat.

MESSAGE TWO---------

The message faded away as the boys laughter filled the apartment.

"Your in trouble!!" teased Junsu
"That was your sister?" asked Yoochun

I nodded, blushing, "Yes...I haven't called home in a while, just a quick text letting them know I'm fine."

Yoochun and Yunho both crossed their arms and looked at me, I swallowed, knowing that look meant they were going to scold me.

"What!?" it was my turn to whine.
Junsu started laughing and settled down on the sofa to watch. He loved it when it was someone other then him getting scolded, since 95% of the time it was him was getting in trouble.

"Why haven't you called your family?"Yoochun asked.
"I have been busy..." I replied softly.

Yunho gave me a look, his eyesbrow raised, "You've had time here and there to give them a quick call."

It was my turn to squirm, "I know...its just...one my mother is physic, so i am trying to put some time between the fan girl incident and now, so she doesn't detect something is wrong."

"And Sussy?" Yoochun asked.
"I told you she travels a lot and its hard to reach her sometimes, I'd figure she'd call me when she could."

Yoochun sighed and handed me the house phone, "Call home."

I sighed and dailed the number, suddenly remembering it was like midnight at home but I'd figure they wouldn't care and if I didn't call this second Yoochun was liable to give me a very hard music piece to practice as punishment.

" hello?" said a sleepy voice.
"Bendicion, Mami." I replied.

She shrieked into the phone, scolding me for not actually calling then asked how I was and what not, I spoke with my dad after and then told them to go to sleep and hung up.

The boys looked at me confused, I purposely talked in Spanish the entire time.
"OK, Sussy is in Thai right now, some project."

They nodded and I handed the phone back, figuring I'd call my sister on my cell.

Changmin looked at me, with that cute, I am confused , please answer me look, "What is a ...rugrat?"
I laughed at his accent and explain about the nickelodeon cartoon called The Rugrats, little babies that always got in mischief, and my sister thought I was like them.
Changmin grinned and looked at Junsu and pointed, "Rugrat."

Ten minutes after we all stopped laughing and Junsu stopped sputtering, Yunho and Junsu volunteered on going with me to go grocery shopping, since they didn't let me go anywhere alone anymore.

The rest were going to finished unpacking and take naps, they had a photo shoot tonight.
Yunho, Junsu and I climbed into Yunho's car, I sat in the back and pulled out my cell.

"Hello?" said a cheery voice.
"Hey sis!" I answered.

My sister gasped and started asking me how I was, where I was, why I hadn't called. I explain quickly, telling her I had been busy and what not and was in Korea at the moment.

She scolded me for not calling and worrying my parents. I laughed and told her I was sorry and I'd try to call more often.

"Are you going to be in Korea for a few more days?" my sister asked.
"Ya, why?"

"Cause I go there in four days. I want to visit."
"Ya! That would be great!!!" I replied excitedly.

I hung up with my sister and told Yunho and Junsu my sister was coming. They smiled and said I take time off to spend time with her.

I asked whether the company would allow it, and they told me it would be fine. I smiled, climbing out of the car.

So anyways, we got grocery, blah blah blah.
Jae and I cooked together...................................................... finally!
We made Thai food, which came out really good!

So, what you guys think of the boy's new hair style?!
I teased Junsu telling him he should keep it bleached.

He pouted and comment back that I should bleached mine.
I told him he was crazy and he returned the comment.

I giggled when I saw Yunho's hair, I couldn't help it.
I'm not too fond of the curls.

Yunho gave me this look, that said, 'I don't want to hear it.'
Yoochun and I ended up biting our sleeves to keep from laughing out loud.

I tried to convince Jae to dye his hair black again, and make it shorter.
But he didn't want that big of a change.

So brown it was and a bit flatter.
Other then that his hair isn't that different from before.

Changmin's hair isn't that different either just trimmed really.
I like Yoochun's shaggy hair cut, its different from his normal straight hair.

All in all, the boys have upped their looks, and are ready for the new year!
And I am looking forward to my sister visiting in TWO DAYS!!

Well, I'll update again soon!
See you guys later!

-DBSKAngel

Fan Girls

2008-02-10T22:42:00.000-08:00

Ugh....today was a horrible day, well night actually. I had a run in with some DBSK fans....not fun.

It is funny because Jaejoong and I had been talking about it like two days ago. We had gotten back from Avex and I was making dinner with Jaejoong, we were trying out a recipe and going by the book.

Oh wait let me back track some more. Two days ago we were at Avex, in a dance studio. Yunho was working with Xiah on the dance routine they were working. Micky and Changmin had gone to get drinks and Jaejoong and I were sitting on the floor against the wall taking a break.

Seriously this whole, me practicing dance moves with DBSK to stay in shape is a challenge! But guess I can understand SM's POV.

Anyways, we were talking when Jaejoong asked me about fans.
"Your not worried about what fans think about you?"
"What?"
"Fans see your with us all the time, when they follow us to the airports, on the way to concerts, and you stand out since your not Asian."
His broken English is so cute!! Though he was talking in a English/Japanese mix but I got the gist of it. The band was talking more in Japanese and Korean around me to help me adjust and learn.
"No, they just think I am part of the staff, right?" I replied.
"Maybe, but I am sure someone will notice you are living with us and I don't know how fans will react to that."
"SM is the one having me live with you guys, in order to take care of you. I mean isn't that enough?"
That took me three tries to say in Japanese, Jaejoong face was priceless, as he tried hard not to laugh.
"I know SM assigned you to live with us. The point is whether or not the fans accept it."
"Jaejoong-oppa, why are you asking me this?"
I watched Jaejoong's eyes flicker to Yunho and realized they had already talked about this.
"Yunho and you think I might be in danger?" I asked.
Jaejoong nodded, "We are worried how they will react if they see you alone. So far they have only seen you with us. We don't know what that are thinking, or what they believe. Surprisingly enough we haven't gotten any questions about it on UFO, or Big East Station. We just wanted you to be aware."
I couldn't help but smiled, they worried about me, they cared, it was a completely wonderful feeling but I also understood the seriousness of it all.
I shook his shoulder gently, "Don't worry, I am sure the fans wont go crazy. They must know who I am and what I do. I am sure they understand. If they care about you guys as much as I do, I am sure they are glad there is someone to take care you."

I stood up, stretching and walked over to Yunho and Junsu, grabbing Junsu before he bumped into me. He laughed and started teaching me what he just learned. I saw Yoochun and Changmin come in with some bottles of water and passed them around. I caught one, Yoochun tossed me, and not missing a beat going into the spin and step, step. Junsu laughed and showed me the next part. Soon all six of us were up dancing. It is hard work but fun too. The results are worth it. And have abs again! ^_^

So that was the conversation of two days ago, now back to today. So we were cooking some Thai food and for some reason Jaejoong said we had carrots and we didn't. So I offered to go to the small grocery store a few streets over. Jaejoong nodded, I went grabbed my coat, keys and slipped on my shoes and left.

I don't have a car and it wasn't that far so I decided to walk to the grocery store despite how cold it was and not take a taxi. So I get to the store buy the carrots, and what not.

Well on my way back noticed some girls behind me, and I turned and glanced at them, they smiled and caught up with me and said something in Japanese I didn't understand. I told them in Japanese I didn't understand, that my Japanese was limited. They started talking in broken English, throwing in some Japanese here and there. They asked me where I were I was from. I told them I was from the states and they asked what I was doing in Japan. I casually told them I had a job that required me to travel. They seemed very interested in my life I didn't think much of it but I didn't tell them anything about THSK. They casually asked me what music I liked. I mentioned Gackt and L'arc en Ciel. They told me they liked them too. By this time I was slowly down because I was getting close to the apartment and for some reason I didn't want them to realize where I lived. I was thinking I could just walk by the apartments and enter the apartment building next door. That was when they mentioned something about me looking familiar. I could sense this is where they were getting at to begin with.

They then asked the magic question, "Have you heard of a band called Tohoshinki?"
I stopped and turned to face them fully, "Why are you asking me so many questions?"
"Because you look like that girl who is always around them."
"Sorry your wrong. I have to go, excuse me."
I tried to walk away but some of the girls grabbed me and pulled so hard I fell.
"Do you think we are stupid?" one of them asked.
"Your an American you stand out, of course we recognize you!" a other snarled.
I got up and snapped back, "Leave me the hell alone."
"Like hell we will.You need to back off THSK. You don't belong with them."
"Its my job, if you have a problem with it, then deal with it!"
I moved forward to leave but they stopped me again, pushing me back, it had rain this morning and the water had turned to ice, I slipped and fell hard on my back. My bag with the carrots fell some feet from me and one of the girls stepped on my hand hard. I yelped and pulled it from under her boot and scrambled back.

I looked around, but since it was cold and dark, there were no people around. I silently cursed myself for not taking a taxi. I watched the girls loom over me. I didn't think I swung my leg like in movies, trying to trip the girl closest to me. It worked, I jumped up and tried to run but the sidewalk was slippery and I slide into another of the girls, who grabbed me by the hair. I yelped but I am not that sensitive so I pulled away from her, but another girl hit me hard across the face. I pulled back, leaning into the girl behind me, shocked and dazed.
"You stay away from them, resign, or next time we meet, we wont be so nice!" one of them hissed in my face, pushing me back onto the floor and the three hurried away.
I sat on the icy ground, shaking and panting, I don't know how long I sat their, trying to calm myself before I got up thinking they boys would worry if I was gone any longer I scooped up the grocery bag, the carrots safe.

I walked into the warm apartment building and entered the elevator, and saw my reflection. My hair was dishevel, there was dried blood on my chin from my split lip, my cheek already bruising despite how rare it was I bruised. My coat and jeans were dirty and wet, my hand was bloodied and bruised as well. I looked like a mess. I sighed, thinking about how to explain this to the boys. I sighed heavily and stepped out of the elevator and to the apartment door. I opened the door, and walked in.

"Here are the carrots," I said, dropping the bag onto the table next to the door, with my keys and walked straight to my room, closing the door behind me.

I heard the murmurs in the living room, the confusion, then the knocking on my door.
"Mirell are you ok?" Yunho asked.
"Yes."
"Come out." called Junsu.
I sighed knowing they'd find out anyways, I slowly opened the door, looking at the floor. I heard them gasp, then curse, pulling me out of my room and into the bathroom.
Yunho lifted me and place me on the bathroom counter. Jaejoong went to get the first aid kit from other other bathroom. Junsu was wetting a towel and started gently wiping the dried blood from my face, before gently cleaning my hand.
Micky started questioning me, and I told them what happened.
Yunho leaded against the door frame, listening, Junsu had sat down on the floor after cleaning the blood from my face and hand. Changmin walked in with a mug of tea for me as Jaejoong cleaned the cuts with some alcohol wipes. I hissed in pain and sipped the tea Changmin gave me. Changmin had left again then came back with a towel and some of my PJs, including under garmets, any other day I would have scolded him but not tonight.

"Take a shower then I will finish patching you up, " Jaejoong told me.
I nodded, already finishing my story, they had said nothing. I handed my empty mug to Changmin and the boys walked out. I took a quick shower, dressed in the PJs then walked out, my hair damp and loose for once.

Junsu eyes widen, "Your hair is long!!"
I always had my hair in a bun, or wrapped in a towel, so they never had seen my hair down before.
"I know." I replied, tying it up and sitting at the kitchen table.
Jaejoong left the kitchen and grabbed the first aid kit that had been on it and wrapped up my hand and put some ointment on my lip and bruises.

"You should be fine. I should have gone with you. I couldn't have cook anything without the carrots, anyways so I should have gone with you. I knew this could happened. I'm sorry."
"Jaejoong-oppa, don't you dare blame yourself for this, it was not your fault. It was mine. It was cold and dark, I should have taken a taxi."
"You've walked there before."
"In the day, not night. I should have taken a taxi."
Yunho scolded me then, "It is not your fault, you should be able to walk anywhere at any time without worrying about our fans attacking you!"
I blinked, I'd see Yunho irritated and scolding the band mate before but I had never seen him this angry before. I just nodded.
Yunho relax, "Don't worry we will talk with the company about this."
"Oh Yunho-oppa, please don't!"
"I have too, they will noticed the bruises and they will ask what happened, they need to know."
"Aish."
"Just relax I will finish dinner, I am going to make a stew instead, we can took this Thai another day, ok?" Jaejoong asked.
I nodded, "Okay."
Junsu was sitting next to me and I leaded my head against his shoulder, he wrapped his arms around me, squeezing me gently for a moment.
"No one messes with my little sister, I will protect you." Junsu said with such conviction that I laughed.
"Okay, Junsu-oppa." I said.

So we ate the Korean stew, it was really good. Then settled in the living room to watch a movie, we originally were going to study, me Japanese and Korean, and they were going to practice a new song but none of us were in the mood. They put on some weird Japanese comedy with no subtitles, so I was stuck trying to understand what was going on. I sat between Junsu and Jaejoong on the sofa. Changmin sat on the floor in front of us, wrapped in a blanket, leaning against the sofa, in between mine and Junsu legs, Micky and Yunho had taken the two arm chairs.

After the movie, they went to bed, and so did I, but I am so worked up I can't sleep and so I decided to write in the journal about tonight. So that is what happened today/tonight. Not the best of journal entires, huh? Ugh, I am tired now, so good night everyone.
Thanks for reading, and please do not hate me! See you next time I update!

-DBSKAngel

Busy Busy

2008-02-01T21:54:00.000-08:00

WOW!! Sorry I haven't update it been crazy this month. I just want to lay down and sleep for a year. I can't image doing what these boys do for four years!!

Well here is the suppose schedule for this month. The one you posted everywhere online.

Jan 7 2008, Tokyo
MTV [live list]

Jan 9 2008, Tokyo
[Pati Pati] Magazine

Jan 10 2008, Tokyo
MTV [live list]

Jan 10 2008, Tokyo
[ARENA37C] Magazine Cover

Jan 12 2008, Tokyo
[CD???] Magazine
Im not sure of the name sad.gif

Jan 16 2008, Tokyo
16th japanese. Single [Purple Line]

Jan 17 2008, Tokyo
JP Yahoo! music

Jan 18 2008, Tokyo
[Oricon Style] Magazine

Jan 19 2008, Seoul
'Cassiopeia' Fan meeting

Jan 20 2008, Seoul
'Cassiopeia' Fan meeting

Jan 23 2008, Tokyo
[Ray] Magazine

Jan 23 2008, Tokyo
[Apiringu] Magazine Cover

Jan 23 2008, Tokyo
[Kindai]First solo interview

Jan 26 2008, Seoul
DBSG 15th Single [Together] in Korea

Jan 26 2008, GuangZhou
Sprit Concert

Jan 27 2008, Seoul
2008 HERO FESTIVAL

Jan 28 2008,Tokyo
[More] Magazine

IT IS A LIE!!! If only you saw everything in between, like practices, recording, rehearsal, studying [cause they are still studying Japanese], Big East Station, etc.

I think we have slept like....25 hours in about 5days the first week.
Running around from thing to another, plus with my studing I think I have spelt even less, when they are sleeping I stay up another hour to study, plus waking up before them, dressing and making to breakfast to then wake them up.

Well anyways lets back track some. But I am SO summing up this month.

Okay so I woke up at 7am after falling asleep around 1ish after staying up with the guys. I took a quick shower, brushed my teeth, dressed, etc. I wore some comfy boy cut jeans, very loose, and a white tee with a dark blue baby doll cut shirt on too, very cute but comfortable. Its hard to describe, not sure what the short on top is suppose to be called, I'm not a clothe person, that would be my sister. I mean I like to look nice and everything just not that good at putting things together. But this does look good, my sister told me so before so I trust her, she is REALLY good at it. So put on my TVXQ Sarang fan club bracelet, my normal jewelry after that.

I looked in the fridge and saw lots of stuff I didn't recognized, and I think I whimpered.... anyways found stuff like eggs and ham though, and decided on an American breakfast of eggs, toast [I found bread and a toaster!], and cooked ham. I pulled out jelly for the toast a what seemed to be something similar to PAM, thought I hate the stuff. I also started some tea I found, figuring giving them something to drink when they woke up would force them to get up [thinking mainly on Micky who supposedly doesn't get up]. Then while they drank their tea and got ready I'd cook breakfast. I just hoped they liked it. I'm a good cook, everyone said so, but I cook American and Puerto Rican food, not Korean. Guess we'll find out.

So I make some tea after finding some and smelling them to decide what they were since I don't read korean, it was raspberry and orange tea. If you have never had it before, you don't know what your missing. Great stuff! I have always been a tea person. So I make the tea find a tray, and honey and some spoons and bring it over to their room and place it on a small table they had in there, well its actually like one of those TV dinner table things. I then walked over to Yunho to wake him first.
"Yunho-oppa?" I said softly, touching his cheek gently.
"Annyong-haseyo. Time to wake up Yunho-oppa."
He stirred and his eyes blinked open.
I smiled, "Do you like honey in your tea?"
He nodded, still half sleep.
"One spoon or two?"
He mumbled, "One."
I walked over to where the teas where and put a spoon of honey, stirred the tea then went back to him
"Here, sit up."
He sat up, rubbing his eyes then took the mug from my hand.
"Thank you." he said, sipping the hot tea carefully.
I smiled, "Your welcome."
I walked over to Changmin who was in the bed next to him.
"Changmin-dongsaeng. Its time to wake up."
I gently shook him and he mumbled.
"Changmin I've made some tea. Wake up."
He opened his eyes and looked at me confusedly as if he didn't recognized me, then I saw understand in his eyes, and he forced himself to sit up.
"Honey in your tea?"
He shook his head and I handed him the mug.
"Its hot" I warned.
He nodded his head and sipped it. I looked at Yunho and he smiled, I smiled in return.
I went to Junsu next, running my hand down his exposed arm to get his attention when I called to him gently three times.
He stirred, "Huh?"
"Junsu-oppa, I made some tea, do you like honey in your tea?"
"Oh...yes, one."
I fixed the tea and handed it to him after he sat up and rubbed his face.
I then went to Jaejoong, I was so nervous I thought about waking him up last but I knew Yoochun might give me problem waking him up so I wanted to do him last.
"Jaejoong-oppa?" I said gently, brushing his hair from his face.
He didn't even stir.
"Jaejoong-oppa, Annyong-Haseyo. Its time to wake up."
Still nothing.
"Um...Mirell-Dongsaeng he won't hear you if you whisper." Yunho said with a slight smile.
I felt my face heat up, I hadn't realized I had been whispering. I swallowed and repeated his name a little louder. This time I saw his eyes move.
"Jaejoong, wake up."
His eyes opened and looked up at me. I felt my breath stop, and it took me a moment to get it back.
"I-I made tea. Do you want honey in it?"
He made the cutest sound as if still struggling with sleep, "no...thank you."
I took the next mug and turned back towards him.
"Jaejoong you have to sit up." I said, as he still laid there looking up at the ceiling.
He stretched then sat up and I handed him the tea and went to Yoochun, not trusting myself near Jaejoong.
"Yoochun-oppa." I said carefully, running my finger tips along his hand and arm.
He stirred and turned over. I heard a muffled laugh that sounded like Xiah.
"Yoochun-oppa, you need to get up. You have a plane to caught. I've made some tea, sit up so you can drink it."
I watched him and he didn't move again. I stood thinking then smiled and walked out, into my bedroom, grabbed my ipod and walked back into the boy's room. They all watched me. I put one ear piece to me ear flipped through a few songs, found the one I was looking for then place the headset over Yoochun's ear, turned up the volume to the max and hit play.

I don't think I laughed that hard in a very long time. Micky yelled, turning and falling out of the bed whiling trying to get the headsets off. The room was full of laughing as each member starting laughing I tried not to but couldn't help it. Yoochun now sat on the floor, tangled in blankets and looking up at me, annoyed.
I turned off the ipod, and removed the headset from around Yoochun's neck.
"Sorry you wouldn't wake up when I was trying to. So I thought this might work."
Micky started laughing, "Oh it did alright.
"I wish I had thought of that!!!" laughed Yunho wiping tears from his eyes.
Yoochun untangled himself from the blankets and sat on the bed, shaking his head.
"What song was that?" he asked.
My lips twitched, "Breaking Up the Shell about 4 second in."
Micky shook his head, "Had to be Xiah's voice"
"So honey in your tea?"
"Please, one."
I handed it to him, grabbed his blankets and threw them onto the foot of Yunho's bed.
"No going back to sleep Yoochun."
They all laughed.
"I'm going to make breakfast, you guys should, takes showers, brush your teeth, get dress and anything else you guys do."
They nodded and with a series of ok as I walked out. I could hear Xiah's laughing and voice teasing Micky.

So I cooked the breakfast I planned, they loved it, teasing Jaejoong that he had competition. I laughed with them, then when they finished eating and made sure they had their bags ready, I washed the dished, dried them and put them away. I doubted checked my bag, apparently the company took care of the suitcases, we each had one which would be loaded into another van, we just need our carry on bag. I asked Xiah is he remembed his gameboy and he yelped and ran to his room to get it.
"You know him pretty well already." Yunho laughed.
"He had it on the plane I figured he'd might want it." I replied.

So anyways long short short we arrived in Japan about 2:30...more like 2:40 pm. Then we were taken to the apartment we would be staying, we unpacked and left for Avex around 4pm. The boys had a meeting with their manager and discussed the schedule. I sat there trying to understand and was clueless. They filled me in later about the MTV interview they had the next day and their general schedule.

So we were in Tokyo until the Cassio Fan Meet. We had a great time despite the busy schedule, they had a new album coming out, which just came out actually. They were practicing like crazy I must say it so nice to be at home and hearing their voices like in real life not a recording. I learned their habits, I didn't have to wake Micky up with my ipod, I think he is scared of me in the mornings. LOL.

Xiah jokes are weird! I don't understand Korean or Japanese well so I do not understand but translated is even more confusing. Xiah had fun one day just sitting and translating all his jokes to me... I thought I would strangled him! He calls me dongsaeng which means little sister or brother in Korean. He ruffled my hair and calls me dongsaeng then whines about something...too cute though. I laugh what else can I do.

Changmin and I talk about books all the time, books we have read or recommend. We have had some heated debates too, normally over stupid things but we have them anyways, normally on the deeper meaning of some books we have both read, or he will read me something normally out of some weird deep thought book and he ask me what I think it means, then he tells me his interpretation then we argue about it, sometimes we have fun, other times well..... Yunho normally steps in and we agree to disagree. But we enjoy these times all the same or we wouldn't have them.

Micky and I will sit at the piano and play. I took piano in college so I know some and Micky is teaching me and we have fun.

Jaejoong and I talk about cooking, we cooked dinner together once and argued the entire time. The others thought it was hilarious and laughed saying they had warned me against cooking with him. I replied that it was Jaejoong's idea to begin with, which it had been. Jaejoong would pout and said he thought it would be fun and I replied back to him, that we need to agree on how to cook something. The dish we have been working on was chicken with mash potatoes and veggies........ I know how hard can it be? Try cooking with Jaejoong. We argued on what spices to use on the chicken, how to make mashed potatoes and where to boiled the veggies in salt then add a little bit of butter or none, or to let them cook in nothing. Finally we finished and surprisingly it came out good. We haven't cooked together since but we still talk about cooking.

Yunho and I just talk...about anything, we get into some deep conversation, like life. We talk about the band members, and how they are doing...Yunho would ask me if they seemed too tired or stressed. I replied I didn't know them well enough but expressed my opinion. He really cares for the band and is good leader.

The accident freaked me out! I was super pissed at the fans that caused it. I was with Yunho, Micky, and Xiah at the fan meet when it happened, and left for the hospital right away. I was freaking out and wanting to scold someone. Yunho seemed to realized it because before I left, he had whispered in my ear, "Relax."
I grabbed a taxi and left for the hospital. Took while to get in and find someone on the staff who knew me and tell the doctors and security I was allowed in, which only pissed me off more. I finally got to Jaejoong and Changmin both looked shaken but alright for the most part. I asked them if they were ok, they told me they were, sore but fine. I asked them what happen and they told some fans had been chasing the car they were in and the driver hit another car in front of them because of it. I sighed and asked them if they were sure they wanted to do the fan meet cause I would fight with the company to let them go home and sleep if they wanted. But they agreed to go anyways. After they were released I watch them move stiffly to the awaiting car, they were still pale and shocked. It made me mad and I couldn't help but curse in Spanish under my breath, getting into the van with them.

[OKAY I have to say this to the fans. DO NOT CHASE THEM IN THEIR CARS OR CAR THEY ARE IN. It is dangerous and this is NOT the first accident or near accident the band has been in because of fans chasing them DO NOT DO IT! You are putting their LIVES in danger!!]

So the fan meet went well enough but when we got home I sent Jaejoong and Changmin to take hot showers, made sure they ate their dinner, gave them each a tea to help them sleep, message their sore muscles and sent them straight to bed. The other three knew I was on edge, Xiah didn't joke around like normal and Micky and Yunho were watchful, and they knew I did. Xiah sensing the tense atmosphere said he was tired and going to bed. I warned him about waking the other to up and he nodded, cause he knew that I knew, he was going to lay in his bed playing his game boy. Then washed the dishes while Yunho and Micky silently dried them and put them away from me. Once it was done, Micky started some tea while I went in to check on Jaejoong and Changmin and found Xiah also asleep.

I entered the living room and took the tea Yunho offered me then sat with them, silently.
"You ok?" Yunho asked.
"No." I replied back.
"Whats wrong?" Micky asked and I snapped.
"That is a stupid question Yoochun-oppa. Jae and Min could have been seriously injured today. Ugh it makes me so mad that fan are so...so inconsiderate. I mean they were about to meet you guys in person at the fan meet why waste time chasing you when they could be getting in place of a very long line? It is so stupid. I know they want to see you but they think about your safety?"
Yunho sipped his tea, "I don't think they mean harm-"
"That is not the point Yunho-oppa, they don't mean harm but they are not thinking about anything but seeing you up close and personal. And so they are causing harm. I know its not their intention but they should be smart enough not to do something so stupid and wreak less. Go into that bedroom and look and Jaejoong and Changmin, look how stiff they are sleeping, look how pale they were today and how they are going to be tomorrow. That moment of fun, that moment of 'I get to be close to them, I get to see them, I get to be next to them' That moment can cause them or any of you your lives, and those fans aren't thinking about that."
Micky and Yunho were silent.
I sighed and finished my tea, "You need to got to sleep you have another fan meet tomorrow."
They nodded and stood up and to my surprised hugged me. I hugged them back, tears in my eyes but didn't let them fall. I watched them entered their bedroom, washed the tea stuff, curl up in bed, before I cried.

The second and third fan meet went well then we were off to Japan again. Changmin and Jaejoong were back to full health and ready for anything. I had become closer to Micky and Yunho after that night of the accident. There are another layer to our relationship but nothing like that. I started seeing them more like brothers, like I did with Xiah from the beginning but Xiah and I just clicked from the start. He and I got along super well and Changmin constantly said we were identical, and if I had been Asian we could pass easily for brother and sister, no matter what. I laughed at that.

So you all know, it true about Changmin acting older then he is and Xiah really love to tease him about....it is so easy! Xiah and I are constantly giving him a hard time but I always hug Changmin and tell him I am kidding. Xiah just laughed and said he meant every word. Changmin is so tall and strong he feels more like an older brother then younger and I feel weird calling him dongsaeng but I just calling him Changmin or Min, unlike the others to whom I call oppa. I just can't despite knowing there is a two year difference.

The band is very protective of me I soon learned, despite it being my job to take care them, they take of me...including in the guy department. Apparently someone on the staff around our age liked me and was going to ask me out on a date but didn't because of something DBSK said about me being off limits to any one they didn't approve of first. And apparently the guy didn't feel like getting approved by the band. One of the female staff members told me this, Hon Bi and I had become friends quickly and when she told me I couldn't help but laugh. I went home after my lesson that day and asked them if they was true. I had never seen them squirm like that.

I asked them nicely not to get too involved in my personal life and then Xiah said they had to protect their dongsaeng and approve of my boyfriends. I laughed and said I with them as brothers, I didn't think I've ever get a boyfriend. I saw them squirm again and took pity of them and told them not to worry I didn't want a boyfriend anyways. They were surprised and I told them frankly what boy in his right mind would want a girlfriend whose job was taking care and living with five guys? They laughed then. I shook my head and went to do laundry.

Now talking about this, Jaejoong's birthday was coming up, already they had a show where they had date with a host of King's Brunch and has a small b-day party a few days early. They had a concert of his birthday, so the other members and I talked about a mini party afterwards.

The Mini party was fun but simple, they were tired afterwards and so was I, I ran around backstage helping up, giving the boys water, wiping off sweat, helping the poor guys get out of their sweat drench jackets in order to change into the next set of clothes. I really admire them for what they do. So after their showers we settled in the living roomfor the mini party, Jaejoong opened a present from me, the only one who hadn't given him one, it was a cookbook of recipes around the world and I teased him saying we could cook together as long as we followed what the book said and no improvised. He laughed and said we would try again.

Then we ate a bitter sweet chocolate mousse with whip cream on top. I had made it, it was actually made with tofu, and wasn't sweet because the chocolate I used was that semi-sweet bitter kind, since I knew Jaejoong didn't like sweets and my sister had made it once and I love it. They liked it, thought Xiah complained it wasn't sweet and I told him that was the point, to which he pouted but had two helping of the mousse, same as Changmin. Then we all hit the sack.

Then month went well, busy a bit stressful but well enough. Anyways now we are in February. I'll update as soon as I can!

Take care to all the readers!!

-DBSKAngel

How did I get here?

2008-01-06T01:07:00.000-08:00

Dear Readers, 08/01/05 (Korean Time Zone)

I still don't believe it. I still can't believe what happened. I still can't believe where I am.
Next to me on the plane was Xiah Junsu, and next to the window was Micky Yoochun. In the three seats infront of me was U-know Yunho, in the seat right in front of me, next to the window was Hero Jaejoong and between them was Max Changmin. Then a variety of staff and their manager in the chairs around us. We were on own way to Korea. But lets start at the beginning.

My name is Mirell. Sorry but using my middle name only, you understand right? Well, I am 20 years old and the Founder and Admin of TVXQ Sarang American Fan Club
@ http://tvxqsarang.proboards82.com/
Well I went to New York for New Years with some friends of mine from college. I'm from Florida. So, I'm in NY, and what not, I am walking through Central Park with my friends on New Years Eve, wearing my fan club bracelet, chocker and jacket, though you can't see the jacket since it under a much thicker jacket, and needless to say you can't see the bracelet or necklace either.
Well I heard voices speaking Korean and looked up and away from my friends and there I see them. DBSK doing a photo shoot. I was shocked, as far as I knew they were never coming to the States. Other people are glancing at them but ignoring them other wise, not realizing who they are. I am frozen in spot staring at them. What else could I do. My friends noticed of course, and so you know, they are not DBSK fans. I'm the odd one in the group who likes Asian music.

Well they noticed of course and asked me what was up.
I nodded my head towards the photo shoot, and said "Thats DBSK, the Korean band I like."
One of my friends tilted her head, "The group you have the fan club for?"
I nodded.
"Go talk to them. Look they are taking a break."
I shook my head, feeling my eyes were wide. Inside my jacket pocket was my camera, I had been taking lots of picture to take home. I wanted to take a picture of them, even from far away but I didn't dare. My brain finally processed the fact that my friend I had been talking too, while the others said they were going to by coffee from a stand near by while I stared, was walking towards DBSK. I watched helplessly as she began to speak with them. I yelled at her in my mind to come back. I watched as five pairs of eyes looked up at me. I managed a faint smile, which disappeared when I saw her with them walking back towards me. I knew I was blushing. I could feel my face turn red and hot despite of the freezing air.

They stopped in front of me and my friend had a huge satisfied smile plastered on her face.
"Well guys this is Mirell, my friend. She is a really big fan and even started an American Fan Club."
I wanted to die right then and there. It was like she was saying, 'she is a huge, obsessed fan.'
Xiah's smile widen, "Really!?"
I nodded, still not finding my voice.
Xiah replied, "What is the website, I want to see it."
I was surprised by his fluency in English. He spoke it extremely well and I couldn't help but remember the video I saw when he said and spelled apple. It was so very cute I was very tempted to ask him to spell apple again.
"Um..its TVXQSarang.proboards82.com...um if you have paper I can write it down."
Xiah looked to Yunho with a look that said, 'do you have paper?'
Yunho shook his head, "We'll get some in a bit."
Xiah nodded.
"Um, its a pleasure to meet you all." I said.
My friend sighed, "Hey when you guys are done here do you want to go out to eat with us? Its a group of four of us."
Yuhno nodded, "I don't see why not. It would be nice."
The others nodded, smiling.
I smiled, "What photo shoot are you guys doing?"
Yoochun answered, "Just a random one. It has no theme to our next tour or album. Its just something for Cassiopeia, a video of us in New York with a photo book."
"Oh! Thats cool. I'm sure they will like it."
Yoochun nodded.
"Uh, how much do you have left?" I asked.
"Just some more group photos, we first the solo photos just now," replied Changmin.
"Well we were going to walk around the park, so we can meet you here when your finished?" I suggested.
Xiah nodded and pulled out his cell phone, "What is your number, I'll call you when we finish."
I looked at the phone it was a pre-paided, "Its 000-0000."
He nodded and I nodded back and turned away with my friend, giving them a quick wave.

"Oh my god, I can not believe you did that!" I told my friend once we were out of earshot.
"What you are going to spend time with them now."
"God I love you!" I hugged her and she laughed as we went up with our friends, who handed us coffee and we updated them
They laugh thinking it was the funniest thing in the world. They wouldn't stop teasing me as we walked around.
I heard my phone ring and opened it, "Hello?"
"Hello, Mirell? This is Xiah of DBSK."
"Oh! Hello Xiah-oopa. Did you finish?"
I heard him laugh, probably because I said oppa, "Yes, we are. We are waiting here."
"Okay, we are on our way."

So long short short, we went and ate at a Panera, we actually had fun, Jaejoong loosened up and joked with us. It was five boys and four girls. We then went walking around New York, laughing, and we ended up inviting them to join us that night. We spent the rest of the day together, cameras following us, recording DBSK, shopping and having fun in NY. I think we weren't expected though. They seemed unsure of how to record with us but they just recorded everything.

At one point I was alone with Jaejoong, no camera either, he was telling me about Korea, answering some of my questions.
"I wish I could go there, to visit at least. I would love to live there or Japan. I'd be happier then living here." I said.
"That bad here?" he asked.
"Too many lies. Supposed freedoms that don't exist. Beside my soul is Asian, half Japanese, half Korean." I smiled playful like
Jaejoong laughed, "I have never heard that."
"And you might not again."
"When are you going to go to Korea or Japan?"
"As soon as I can. I am studying Korean and Japanese, and Music Business. I want to try to get into SM or Avex."
"That is one way to do it. What exactly do you want to get into?"
"Marketing, maybe managing...not sure yet. But something to within there."
"You should try to intern at SM."
"I actually though of that."
Jaejoong gave me a smile, "Maybe you'll end up managing us?"
"I don't that, your manager has lots of experience, I will be years before I manage any group."
"Maybe you can intern with us?"
"I will be happy just taking care you you guys?"
Jaejoong looked confused.
"You know like working on the staff as take care of you guys. The person who cares for you guys, laundry, cooking, cleaning, helping out, holding stuff, waking you up, etc." I shrugged, turning red.
Jaejoong studied me, "SM has been trying to convince us to let them assign someone like that."
I blinked, "They have?"
He nodded, "You want the job?"
I took a step back, "If you don't have one, doesn't that mean you have rejected the idea?"
He nodded.
"Then why offer the job to me?"
"You want to work with SM, this will help you, you can learn the language better being in Korea and they have already told us we are going to get one this year whether we like it or not. Better we pick ourselves. You treat us like people, not like...what is the word..celebrities."
I blinked, "But you haven't spoken to the others."
"So you do want the job"
I blushed, "I am just saying you shouldn't offer something that all of you need to decide."
Jaejoong nodded, "I'll speak with them."
I opened my mouth to say something when the rest appeared in a loud noisy group. My mind was still trying to process our conversation. Some how I just apply for a job in Korea. My parents were going to kill me.

The night went by fast, so it was mid-night and we were standing in front of the big glowing ball that dropped every year. We counted down, then wished Xiah a Happy Birthday, though technically his birthday is Dec. 15th. I gave him a small gift, it was a card and a Statue of Library key chain. He laughed and started playing with it. Then DBSK stood in front camera and did their little we are Dong Bang Shin Ki and the camera turned off. We stayed a while talking, they were leaving the third. We said goodbye to the boys.
Jaejoong whispered in my ear when no one was looking, "I'll call you tomorrow about what we spoke about."
I nodded and we went our separate ways.

The next morning I woke in the hotel room my friends and I were sharing. I bath and all that, and sat at the table drinking coffee, my friends still sleeping. I heard my phone ring and walked over to the bed and picked it up, my friends stirring.

"Hello?" I said answering the phone.
"Uh..Mirell?" I heard Jaejoong's voice
"Jaejoong-Oppa. Hello, how are you?"
"I am fine and you?"
"I'm fine."
"I spoke with the others and our manager. My brothers were all for you taking on the job. We finally got the manager to agree. Will you take the position? You would leave with us."
"I would love too." I agreed without thinking.
"That is good. You have a passport?"
"Yes, but I have to go home first."
"Yes I understand. The company is going to pay your flight. Which will leave today to take you home."
"Okay."

So long story short, after a long argument with my parents, they finally agreed knowing they couldn't stop me. I went home and packed two suitcases then flew back to NY the next day I would grab the connecting flight to Korea with DBSK.

So here I am, on the plane with DBSK. Right now Xiah was watching Vacation on my Ipod. I had pulled it out when we took off and curious he asked what I was watching, when I told him, I blushed. So now Xiah and Micky, sharing a pair of headset where watching Vacation, apparently they never sat down to watch it after they filmed it. I on the other hand pulled out my laptop and began writing everything that happens.

So thats the story for now. I will keep writing as things happen and try to write everyday. I will not post multiple times a day but post once at day.

So done for now, be back later to keep writing.

-Back! I hate long flights! Somehow we arrived around noon Korean time. I don't know time zones drive me nuts and its the 5th here too. So left on the 3rd arrived on the 5th...weird but then when it was the 3rd in the states it was the 4th in Korea so...you do the math. Well we arrived at noon, I had to go with one of the staff members to get my visa and grab my bags, so we took a cab when we were done. We arrived at an apartment building, very nice I must say. I was given a passcode and key. The passcode was so I could enter the building the key was for the apartment. So I followed the guy I was with his name was Eui-tae. I opened the door.

"Surprise!!!" five voices yelled.
I blinked and smile at DBSK.
I was going to live with DBSK. They had three practice rooms, the middle room was turned into a bedroom for me, with a bed, deck, dresser and small bookcase.
After I dropped off my stuff in the room, they told me that we were heading to SM building, I needed to do paperwork and the boys need to pratice, they had a concert in two days. We left for Japan tomorrow morning, and would be staying there until the concert in Seoul, then we came back to go back to Japan, and so on.
Well guess what, I have to learn the dances!!! I was like huh!? They not only want me to be their care takers but to take their place when they can't dance. I am now in dancer mode major. I am not a dance person, but I have to learn all their dance and quickly. Needless to say I am very busy, I also have to learn both Korean and Japanese, they assigned me two tutors. Yunho said he would help me as well with the dancing and Micky with Korean and Changmin with Japanese.
So I will be very busy, taking care of the boys and trying to adjust. This is going to be crazy. After finishing paperwork and a contract, which I don't pay for apartment or plane tickets or bills. Which I was shocked, I paid for groceries, clothes, and things like that. And got a paycheck for taking care of the boys and taking their place when they couldn't dance. So I went back, changed and went into the dance room and began learning. My god it was tiring! I saw Jaejoong sitting on the floor during a break, while I was with the dance instructor learning the Purple Line dance, I saw him rubbing his knee. I excused myself from the instructor and sat next to Jaejoong.
"Here." I said, pulling his leg over my lap and began to message his knee and leg.
I saw the look of relief on his face, his eyes half close and he slowly laid down on the floor, sipping his water. The others came over and sat down around us taking a break. From the corner of my eye I could see the instructor watching. I felt the tense of Jaejoong leg ease and loosen. Once his muscles were completely loose I stopped, and moved his leg gently and smiled to him.
"Better?" I asked as he open his eyes and looked at me.
"Yes, you knew exactly where it hurt....How?"
I smiled sadly and l lifted up my sweat leg and showed two knee braces, one on each knee.
"I understand the pain."
"Surgery?" Jaejoong asked, eyes wide.
I lower the pant legs, "Nope, just painful since like third grade. Technically nothing is wrong but they lock up, swell, become painful for no reason or because of too much stress. But I'm use to it."
I stood up stretched a bit and went back to the instructor. I noticed that the instructor had ease the pace we had been going on.
"Please don't slow down because of my knee, seriously I'm fine."
He looked at me, "I admire that you haven't complained."
I smiled, "I hate people pitying me."
He smiled back, "Fine, we are going to go fast but let me know if your in too much pain."
"Okay," but I knew I wouldn't.
So after that I had a lesson with my Korean lesson, which was an hour long and loaded with 'homework' then was a Japanese lesson, also an hour plus 'homework'. After I could go home. It was around 9pm when I arrived at the apartment, the band was already there. They were in pjs already and sitting on the couch. I walked in smiled and went straight to shower. Once I was comfy I asked if they had eaten. They had and told me there was left over for me. Jaejoong served me some Korean food I can not even describe it but it was good. I washed the plates and cleaned up the kitchen, ask the boys if they wanted something to drink, they said no so I went to settle down with them in the living room. Changmin was curled up on a seat reading, Xiah and Micky were playing a video game, Yunho was in the back of the room, practicing some dance moves, Jaejoong was sitting on the sofa, listening to his Ipod, just watching everyone. I sat next to Jaejoong with my Korean and Japanese homework.

So the night ended with all of us sitting at the table in the dining room teaching me Korean and Japanese and having heated debates to the best way of learning. We laughed and jokes and studied. We went to bed at 1am, after picking up the snacks and cups. We had to wake up at 8am, the plane left at noon, we had to be at the airport at 10am. I set my alarm for 7am then finished writing this and I am now going to bed. Night everyone, I'll write again when I can.

-DBSKAngel